Being

by doniree on March 8, 2010

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I am a physical being…

…craving movement, nutrition, stretches, deep breaths, hydration, yoga, vitamins, activity.  Knowing when something is out of balance, and the cravings I get tell me what I need to do to bring myself back into my balance.

…requiring regular sleep, frequent meals, and the chance to move my body, to stretch my legs and arms and breathe in new air.

I am a spiritual being…

…believing in a force higher than myself, in the divinity above and in each of us. I believe in interconnectedness, and that my thoughts actions impact not only the course of my life, but the lives of those whose paths I cross, and beyond into what I cannot see .

…catching glimpses of the whole, of a bigger picture.  The truth that we are all spiritual beings on some level, regardless of how differently we choose to express that in our own lives.

I am a sexual being…

…needing kisses and soft touches and strong embraces and delicate moments. Intertwining your legs with mine, feeling kisses on my shoulders, and hearing whispers in my ears.

…finding security and connection in the feel of my body wrapped up in another.

I am an emotional being…

…allowing myself to feel my way through things, even when it’s painful, even when it’s hard.  Embracing tears as proof that I am a real, breathing person, capable of love and in that same capacity, capable of breaking.  In need of nurturing, in need of healing.  Rejoicing when I inspire others, and hurting when I let them down.  Feeling deeply, loving quickly.

…acknowledging out loud sometimes that it is okay to feel this way or that way, to cry on the floor of the shower, drowning tears with soapy water, or to jump on my bed, giggling when my lack of grace lands me on the floor.  That to go through it, I have to go through it and resist numbing myself to the emotions that are harder to feel, embracing the challenging with the simple, the pain with the ecstasy.

I am a human being

…cycling through wholeness and healing, love and learning, and embracing that my current thoughts and feelings are a direct result of the thoughts, feelings, and actions in my life leading up to that point.  And I embrace that, and if it’s not where I want to be, I start changing the course.

I offer it up, and I go forth.

Photo credit: Rachel Gallagher photography

{ 23 comments… read them below or add one }

Jessica @ How Sweet March 8, 2010 at 9:44 am

This is absolutely beautiful!

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Kyla Roma March 8, 2010 at 10:14 am

Beautifully put, and your tag “all introspective and stuff” made me laugh =)
You’re far too cute.
.-= Kyla Roma´s last blog ..Moments from a Prairie Winter =-.

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doniree March 9, 2010 at 10:02 am

Ha, even my deep thinking has a lighter side ;)

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Ally B March 8, 2010 at 10:28 am

I bookmarked this so I can read it many more times. Lovely…

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Habbala March 8, 2010 at 10:33 am

Absolutely beautiful. The emotional being section really resonated with me. I get so scared sometimes of feeling the non-fun emotions!
.-= Habbala´s last blog ..A San Francisco type of weekend. =-.

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Ashalah March 8, 2010 at 10:52 am

LOVE this. Very beautifully put. It’s really hard to have to go through with those not so fun emotions but in the end, we are the better for it, right?
.-= Ashalah´s last blog ..True or False? #2T1LCO =-.

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Chelsea Talks Smack March 8, 2010 at 11:35 am

YES, I LOVE THIS.
.-= Chelsea Talks Smack´s last blog ..I can sleep when I’m dead…or during that "really important" conference call. =-.

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Tonya March 8, 2010 at 12:10 pm

Very well said! Great picture as well!
.-= Tonya´s last blog ..The Oscars =-.

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thatShortChick March 8, 2010 at 12:48 pm

I love that I can always count on you for some wonderfully-written introspective piece and I can end up learning something about myself!

p.s. that picture of you is gorgeous! Rachel is amazingly talented.
.-= thatShortChick´s last blog ..a birthday letter =-.

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doniree March 9, 2010 at 10:18 am

Thank you!

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Monica March 8, 2010 at 2:41 pm

Oh my god this is SO gorgeous. And SO perfect – I think the whole world should be reading it, no joke. You have no idea how many times *I’m* going to re-read it, need to re-read it. Too good.
.-= Monica´s last blog ..The chick from 7-eleven =-.

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mandy March 8, 2010 at 3:58 pm

Simply beautiful.

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Jen March 8, 2010 at 6:43 pm

Gorgeous photo and wonderful post!
.-= Jen´s last blog ..Welcome to another addition of R&T! =-.

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Andrea March 8, 2010 at 6:43 pm

I completely love this post.
.-= Andrea´s last blog ..The One With The Messages from Your Body and The Universe =-.

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Michelle March 8, 2010 at 7:14 pm

I enjoy reading about your introspection and stuff.

This is good. It’s a reminder that we are ALL these things.
.-= Michelle´s last blog ..The things that are worth the pain =-.

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Juliana March 9, 2010 at 6:54 am

This is so beautiful! You are a beautiful being and you have a way with words. I think that society sometimes views emotions as negative esp when it comes to tears. When really, I tears are beautiful both happy and sad—a powerful release. Just remember that every trial you go through and every time you bawl those pretty eyes out that you only become stronger afterwards. “The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears.”
.-= Juliana´s last blog ..Hey Shawty! =-.

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doniree March 9, 2010 at 10:05 am

Thanks, and she absolutely does :)

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Nora March 9, 2010 at 10:17 am

I need to take a lesson from you and work on writing from my heart and soul more. This is beautiful. (But that’s not really a surprise considering everything you write resonates with me in some way!)
.-= Nora´s last blog ..Weekend Recommendation =-.

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Her March 10, 2010 at 9:14 am

This, and you, are beautiful. We all have these strands, and you celebrate and honor them so well with your writing.

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Her March 10, 2010 at 6:25 pm

Another shot at this!

This is beautiful, and so are you. You honor all tangents of yourself with your writing. This is good stuff. Really.

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Erin March 10, 2010 at 8:27 pm

This was just beautiful.
.-= Erin´s last blog ..Gotta Kick at the Darkness ‘Til It Bleeds Daylight =-.

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Simon March 10, 2010 at 10:51 pm

There is something that is just out of control raw about this post, and I really like it. I like that it’s almost poetry. Or maybe it is. Ok fine I have no idea what constitutes poetry but this seems like it.

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Jenny Blake March 20, 2010 at 5:40 pm

Still catching up in Reader and just wanted to say this post is absolutely gorgeous. Beautiful, raw, real, HUMAN. I have literally read hundreds of blog posts today (okay skimmed), and this one was hands-down my favorite. Amazing. LOVE the picture too!
.-= Jenny Blake´s last blog ..Jonah Lehrer: Why We Travel =-.

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